Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds

chorus:
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time

after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time--

This song by Cyndi Lauper touches more cords than one within my restive heart...
Makes me nostalgic about the promises made in love, the secrets shared, the smiles after those quarrels, and the whisper of sweet nothings.

Relationships
What do you do when a relationship has been an amalgamation of happiness & sorrow? Somehow no matter how much sorrow it gives you, you choose to remember the joys it got you. Guess that’s what makes it harder to get out of.
Getting wistful about love lost and at the same time , wondering whether not belonging to the same religion can really be a point of contention in a relationship? Well thank God; coz if it could be such a trivial excuse then it never was true love. God alongside gives you strength to move on and face bigger challenges in life.
Sometimes God makes you go through to tough circumstances and situations to check your fortitude. In some cases God sure thinks you’re a toughie for his tests cease to appear one after the other.
When determination, courage (to face all situations) and self-confidence are combined with faith (in God & yourself) and hope (in God’s plans and actions) be rest assured that there are brighter days ahead.

Like someone profoundly said so-
"Don't let go of your dreams. If you have determination and belief in your dreams, you will succeed in spite of your desire to let go.
Catherine Pulsifer